damiensblood

I'm so sick of trying I'm so sick of crying I'm so sick of feeling like this Like I'm falling into a black abyss I sit and beg her for her attention Yet it seems I'm always the last one to be mentioned Shes the only one truly close to me who dared to care And now I sit and wonder how much she really does care I want to be with her until the end of my life When it will be swiftly ended by the blade of a knife I sit and wait for her to notice me Maybe then she will truly see Sometimes I wonder if to her I'm just a game But without her my life would never be the same I have sat and cried and begged her to try to see She is the one

You told me you loved me I could really seem to see That all I really was to you was a game Things were never going to be the same I devoted my whole self to you And this is what you chose to do You looked at me and wispered the question in my ear That was all I ever really wanted to hear I thought we were ment to be Now I realise that you were the key to the new me I hope you are happy in the rest of your life For now just hand me the knife

Fine I admit it!!!!! I still love you...... All I can do is let these emotions sit....... I hope some part of you still loves me too..... Fine I admit it!!!!! I still see you in my minds eye..... I wish I didnt give a shit...... When I think of you it is with a sad sigh....... Fine I admit it!!!!!! I hate myself for leaveing you...... I wish I had never done it!!!! The one act that I can never undo......

Why do I feel so much pain inside? If only I felt as though there was someone I could truly confide... These emotions I can not speak.... For I am to meek Why do I feel so much anger inside??? When I know it comes and goes with the moving tide.... Why cant I overcomne my past When it all blkew by so fast.... As my anger burns away at my soul Dieing down like a burning coal Finnaly the fiure begins to die away And yet my soul continues to stay

I will never forget the days when all seemed lost.....but alas a beautiful angel appeared right in front of me. I will never forget now just hearing her name brought happieness to my heart. I will never forget how a single hug from her could brighten up my day and I would forget all the lonlieness in my life. I will never forget how no matter what the odds she was always there standing next to me and telling me that everything was going to be okay. I will never forget how she took away all the pain inside of my heart and helped me be a happy person once again. I will never forget what she taughgt me about myself and other people around m

Religon Causes Death death is all around me it is all i can see the people i have lost are my only memories i wish i knew why i only want to cry i wish i knew why they all had to die these people i lost, i lost due to the cross it is because of "Him" that their lives had to dim, due to those deaths the only hatred i feel burns from within because of  "Him" because of the deaths of the people i held dear i will never forgive this unholy man because i know i can never forget the deaths of thise near and dear to me

Beautiful Love Suicide Fall with me, my love Look into my eyes Forward into our demise You always looked so beautiful I never loved anyone Until I gazed at you Into your eyes, into your heart Will you fix me, as I'm falling apart Down we go, This our time Hands held together, lips touching You took my breath away Follow me, Fall with me Trying to make sense of the words you say As we're falling, please give me one more kiss Stay with me as we're falling with bliss You're the memory I'll always miss This is our love in death, Take my breath This is our beautiful love suicide, side by side And it never felt more beautiful De

The City Sleeps In Flames My day of reckoning Will only end with more bloodshed You're disgusted by my final words I'll never take back what I've said If only wounds would go away Or scars can quickly heal With the knives stabbed in my back Is this life of mine even real? When I'm staring at the mirror I can't even see my own reflection And I wish we could bring him back If only we found a new solution When I gaze at you, You look away But with my head down, You'll only look I want to change and replace everything Especially the heart that you once took When only love leads to sadness And sadness leads to death Cause only h

Sincerly, Your Vampire Lover You dont look so afraid You're not moving away from me How could you risk your life? When I'm not human, cant you see? My life is forever cursed and gone Yet it's blessed with you at my side As the sun begins to rise As I must find a place to hide My thirst for your blood Why it is much too strong For the love we share til your death Which makes it all too wrong As you hold me and kiss my lips My tears begin to shed and turn to dust A feeling of sadness and love To be immortal,like a machine i will rust I am not human yet you love me so I must not taint you, it'll only destroy your life As I wai

Nothing makes me happier Then a smile on your face The feeling when I hold you close Is one that nothing can replace Psychopathic with a hatchet And eyes that bring me closer Nothing can compare to you With a soul that’s so impure Then again there’s something more Maybe it’s your wicked smile Or it could be the way I feel When we chill for a while How you hold me Feels so right On my mind when I wake And before I sleep at night Crazy how one person got me twisted And all it took was a look Like you read my soul Like an open book Funny how I thought I’d never fall in love I don’t know how to keep